Been in bed all day. Feels so good to not be at work every single day for once @.@
Black matte lipstick from MAC. I’m in love. I wish this was a permanent lipstick.
Had a really fucked up nightmare and it’s really bothering me. I committed suicide. Then I woke up in a strange black and white world which had this cold eerie feeling. I could feel the cold on my face but I could also feel the place overwhelmed with sadness. A sadness I’ve never felt before. so I get up and start to walk around and then someone starts walking with me. I ask them where I am & if I’m going to hell. The person says I’m not going to heaven or hell but back to earth. I start yelling at them I don’t want to go back that’s why I killed myself. Then the person said that I’m getting a second chance. That I’m going back to live my life but this time I’m going to conquer my mental illness not let it conquer me. That I mean so much more than I think I do. Then I woke up.
Let’s see you try to steal my pumpkin pie now bitch
My sister ladies and gentlemen.